Lynn Ward
Lynn Ward

Here Comes the Sun

September 12, 2018
Before I get started, I'm sorry to have to tell you that I won't be writing about the little guy any more. I've done my best to keep his identity a secret for his privacy and safety. However, long term, I'm not going to be able to keep him safe. Rather than put him at risk in any way, I just won't share about him. This breaks my heart, but it's the sad world we live in. * * * * * Here Comes the Sun I wish! It's been raining here on and off for five days so far. When the rain is off, though, it's still cloudy. Densely cloudy. Which means no sun. Some days it feels like the dead of winter when it's dark by 5:00 in the afternoon and still dark at 6:00 in the morning. I feel like I'm living in a cave. I turn on every possible light in whichever room I'm in, but the rest of the house is dark, dark and more dark. I can't bring myself to leave lights on in empty rooms. And the wonderful shade trees we have outside block the little bit of light that is actually out there. Those trees are essential for surviving the summer without making the electric company co-signers on our checking account. Before the trees matured, you could grill a steak on our roof. Without a grill. But on dark days, I come close to chopping them down. The weather report this morning predicted more on and off rain. A rather clever way to absolve the meteorologists from any responsibility, don't you think? There are three hurricanes lined up to hit the east coast, an while, thankfully, I don't live in the direct line of fire, so to speak, we will certainly be hit with related storms. One line of the forecast made me want to stand up and bang my head against a wall. "We probably won't see the sun for the next seven days." A little while ago I realized that I was unconsciously humming a bit of something over and over. When I paid attention, it turned out to be the Beatles song, "Here Comes the Sun." Please!
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  • omaspillsthebeans says:
    2018-09-15, 15:44:07

    It seems to have worked-the sun is out today, Hallelujah!
  • Kathleen Jacobs says:
    2018-09-15, 02:02:11
    Great post! I hum that song all the time -- all the time!
  • omaspillsthebeans says:
    2018-09-14, 00:09:15
    I'm so sorry for you! And I'm hanging on, as always.
  • omaspillsthebeans says:
    2018-09-14, 00:08:04
    Thank you for your thoughtful comments, but it must be this way for now. I'll continue to write my notes about the little guy and keep them for him when he's older. If anything changes, then I'll feel free to share them again.
  • Ruth Henderson says:
    2018-09-13, 20:09:52
    I read your piece yesterday, but couldn't respond until today because I immediately went into some kind of mourning. What?! We won't be hearing about The Little Guy anymore?! I'm sure it must have been a terribly difficult decision to make, but are you sure about this? Your thoughtful observations, humorous perspectives, along with your love and wisdom toward him are a great gift to others as you shared them. I guess you'll still be sharing your gifts as you write about other things, but I will miss your grandson.
  • JoAnne says:
    2018-09-13, 18:32:22
    Sounds like Oregon’s weather from September to June. ? Hang in there!
  • omaspillsthebeans says:
    2018-09-12, 23:51:00
    I'm glad I could lighten the day for you!
  • Carolyn Ruch says:
    2018-09-12, 13:59:29
    Giggling is spite of the clouds--because you made me do it! Thanks, Lynn for sharing your wit in writing. :)
  • omaspillsthebeans says:
    2018-09-12, 13:17:15
    Amen!
  • Beverly Milowicki says:
    2018-09-12, 09:35:08
    I wish I could think of something clever to leave as a comment, but all I can muster is “ugh, another gloomy day?” Happy to have “the Son” brighten our days!!! ?